I lost a lot of friendships because I kept my distance from friends getting pregnant. I would pray for them terrified they would lose it. They would just be so casual and make all of these big plans (like choosing their nursery in their second month) I just couldn’t wrap my head around their optimism. They had no idea what had been lurking around the corner for many of us and took it for granted. Which I am glad they never had to suffer. I guess maybe I was jealous, in denial and still grieving? This is Ryliegh my 8 year old Preg baby! Thank you, PREG!!
